THIS LIFE 12/29/11 This life lurches on like a heavy steel wound train, tracks below worn as we roll along Click-a-clanking, metal crunching the tattered ground below, when she’ll stop nobody knows. The massive machine sways and flows, a heap of armory– wind bellows and spills in every which way as the night sky nips […]

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You buried me six feet deep in a pine box, casually. Here lies another one of your ghosts, lying neatly. Save your parting red rose for your coal black heart. You set fire to me, emotionally. You said you loved me, but it was only conditionally. Long after you left, the embers blazed. Fire shot […]

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Hello, It’s me. Insert witty Adele comment here. I know, I know, it’s been a while. I say this at the risk of sounding like I think I’m something amazing, but I’m sorry. I know it’s been a long time since I’ve written and believe me I’ve thought of you. I’ve had a lot on […]

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In the act of trying to die, I died to myself.-me I’ve  been trying to come up with how I was going to share what’s been going on with me. I really don’t know how to eloquently. This might not be my most beautiful writing; but the story will go on. Have you heard of […]


God you have been so incredibly good to me. That seems to be the theme in my heart lately. I don’t know where it started exactly. Actually, now I remember. I was having dinner at The Melting Pot and was talking to our server, who was incredibly concerned about his future. He was almost terrified […]

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Slow Down & Dream With Me

Right now, I’m getting you to a place where you are on complete and utter dependance upon me. You are in a tight place, but it’s my workings. I have led you here and I have drawn you to myself. You are agitated because I am stirring your spirit. I have things I want to […]

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Stand Tall

“Try not to become a man of success. Rather become a man of value.” ― Albert Einstein photo cred: Steve Madden In my early life I felt I had it all. I was the prettiest, the skinniest, the smartest, surrounded by favor and grace. I lived it, breathed it & firmly believed it. It seemed […]

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